If You Forget Me

  I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

| Winter time is for me.

  Winter time is full of light,
Winter time is big and bright,
Winter time is full of fun,
Winter time has lots of sun,
Winter time is full of fruits,
Winter time is time to be free,
that's why Winter time is for me.

sabar...

rasanya itu sedih...
ya tapi mau gimana lagi...
gue harus sabar...
karna ini semua bkn klimax...
ini semua bkn keputusan dari Tuhan...
ini semua bukan Tuhan yg memutuskan...
gue yakin kok Tuhan tau gimana rasanya kaya gini..
karna memang bnyk manusia yg ga setia sama Tuhan...
Tapi gue yakin....suatu saat
Tuhan akan kasih gue kebahagiaan yg sesungguhnya
yang benar2 nyata
yg bkn di mimpi gue ajah...
asal gue percaya dan setia...

Tuhan,vani mohon supaya vani bisa kuat dlm menajlani semua ini..
vani percaya ini adlah bagian dari rencanaMu.amin.

....HATE..

Tuhan,rasanya ga enak,harus kaya gini trs,knp vani masih harus berhubungan sama dia....
setiap vani ngomong sama dia,hanya kata2 yg buat sakit yg keluar dari mulut dia...
vani udah berusaha lupain dia..meski masih ada sedikit rasa..
tapi vani hanya mau baikan sama dia...
supaya dia gak selalu buat vani sakit hati atas semua omongan dia...
vani ga minta balikan sama dia,vani hnya mau baikan sma dia..supaya ga berantem lagi...

sperti molekul

aku cinta kamu....
sperti molekul padat cair dan gas...
Mollekul padat.
.selalu dekat dan tak pernah terlepaskan...
Molekul cair..
jauh,tpi di hati tetap dekat...
molekul gas.
berjauhan..tetapi sama...dan tetap memiliki persamaan.......
I love you until the end of my love..
I love you until the end of my time...
My love is everlasting..and i never let it go..

For someone who i lovee

try to love him

setiap gw cba utk liat dia...rasanya emang buat gw sneng...and i try to love him...but i can't....karna gw hnya sama satu rasa...yg masih ada..tapi itu hnya buat sedih...krna dia gak syg gw...gw cba utk lupain..
Gw cba utk sama yg lain..tpi ttp aja...Ga bisa...
disisi ini gw pngin supaya dia bisa dateng kmbali...
Tapi disisi lain...
Gw mau lupain dia...
Semua kenangan...krna itu emang harus...dan musti...
Dan gw jga pikir..cew selanjut gw pasti aakn lebih ngrti dia...
Dan bisa buat dia seneng...
For someone who i love

try to love him

setiap gw cba utk liat dia...rasanya emang buat gw sneng...and i try to love him...but i can't....karna gw hnya sama satu rasa...yg masih ada..tapi itu hnya buat sedih...krna dia gak syg gw...gw cba utk lupain..
Gw cba utk sama yg lain..tpi ttp aja...Ga bisa...
disisi ini gw pngin supaya dia bisa dateng kmbali...
Tapi disisi lain...
Gw mau lupain dia...
Semua kenangan...krna itu emang harus...dan musti...
Dan gw jga pikir..cew selanjut gw pasti aakn lebih ngrti dia...
Dan bisa buat dia seneng...
For someone who i love